Tuesday, February 24, 2009

im gonna have a cigarette and go to sleep. my late nights seem to be haunting me again.

this july, short-stuff will be 4, and 24! :)

i am nadi; :] at 2:21 AM

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i found these really cute vintage straws on etsy some time back and was itching to buy them. today, i went back to the store and they were gone :(

i am nadi; :] at 1:37 AM

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earlier today, i found out from my boss that one of the artists i knew frm my previous job killed himself. its wierd to actually have a reaction to it as i hardly even knew him (ive met him like only what, thrice? and we hardly held a proper conversation + he was stoned). he had mad talent, but was sadly an extreme manic depressive.

he gassed himself to death in his car.

i am nadi; :] at 12:59 AM

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*credit;Kjersti Berg

read this off somewhere and thought part of me could relate to what im feeling some nights, and some days too.

"There was this empty hole in my chest; I could almost hear it. Sometimes I'd think I was hungry, or that I needed to get laid or have a cigarette, or maybe if I drank five shots in rapid succession I could wet it and fill it up, but I'd do all that and this desolate hole under my rib cage would still be there: right above my stomach and below my heart."

sometimes its hard rid yourself of it when its meant to stay.

i am nadi; :] at 12:56 AM

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Wednesday, February 18, 2009

And I can't go on
Singing the same sorry song
But I can't get you out of my head
Today, today
But it's all right
I still remember the first time
Everything chased on the inside
I was alright on the outside
Of life
When you can't sleep
And you know what it's like to be lonely
Don't even bother to phone me
Cos I'll be all right in the end
And it's not cos you're breaking my heart
I'm just losing a friend.

i am nadi; :] at 11:58 PM

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