Thursday, January 20, 2005

Lost love is still love. It takes a different form, that's all.
You can't see their smile or bring them food or tousle their hair or move them around a dance floor. But when those senses weaken,another heightens. Memory. Memory becomes your partner.
You nurture it. You hold it. You dance with it.
Life has to end, " she said.


" Love doesn't. "



went to bed emotionally distraught last night. had quite a day. and more emotions were added to it today. tears were shed. both of joy and sorrow. too much was felt. im having a hard time expressing it.

time will do you guys good. and ive said this before, love will come around when the time is right. for now, i'll just sit back and watch the show. i'll bring in the popcorn during laughters, and my shoulder when you cant hold back the tears. i'll only hope for a good show. everybody likes a happy ending. im crossing my fingers for you both.

those tears of sorrow brought us back to reality. i felt it. you felt it. so did you. and so did you. it was a moment for us four. and im requesting for an encore. cos it felt right. just right.

im still full of emotions. love seems to be everywhere. yah i know, wrong timing.

so much has been going on around me that ive hardly had time to think about myself. and to start with i dont even get that very often. the only time ive had to think is when i sit down in front of this very screen, thinking about me screwing up my first crit. which i kinda did by the way; nervous breakdown. close to tears. yes. more tears. again.

i feel like such a maddie. write so long. but i cant help it. im stifled inside. there are things that i wanna say out loud but i just cant. so this is my remedy. i used to write letters cos i always had trouble saying the right words face to face. and that always gets me into shit cos i usually regret the things being said. maybe i should start writing again to save me from the heartbreak.

sel, youve been gone too long girl. im wondering how youre doing. youve been missed too much.
kelly lets have tea. really soon please. i need you pretty badly now :(
nad, <3 u many sia.
rishi and aunt agony. thanks for being sane.
dinster. hang in there bro.
mr 're-shearch'. i wanna keep you in my pocket, all to myself and never let you go. but i cant.
perks if you read this. i miss the old days. and guess whose bday is coming *grin :)

ergh. i need a smoke.


-The Flat blue Rabbit Association


i am nadi; :] at 10:06 PM

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