Monday, May 30, 2005

your'e so confused that its confusing me too. u either snap out of this shit. or show me the real you.

i am nadi; :] at 1:43 AM


Sunday, May 29, 2005

i have no idea what happened to my layout and im too lazy to bother. so bear with it for awhile.

i am nadi; :] at 11:01 PM


Wednesday, May 25, 2005

come up to meet ya
tell ya i'm sorry
you don't know how lovely you are
i had to find you
tell you i need you
tell you i set you apart
tell me your secrets

and ask me your questions
oh let's go back to the start
running in circles
coming up tails
heads on a silence apart
nobody said it was easy

it's such a shame for us to part
nobody said it was easy
noone ever said it would be this hard
oh take me back to the start

i am nadi; :] at 11:12 PM


Thursday, May 19, 2005


i am nadi; :] at 2:39 PM


haha. funny shit. yes. this is how i waste my time. by doing stupid quizes.

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Win is your soulmate.
You truly love Dee.
You consider Isthiqlal your true friend.
You know that Wei Min is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Chups for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Din is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Nad is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Perks is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Perks changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Rishi is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Rishi has a hidden internet romance.

i am nadi; :] at 2:12 PM


its tiresome to keep hurting yourself, but there are some things which just keep on holding you back, and maybe, that makes the hurt all worthwhile.

i want to speak these words but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept someday somehow as the words that we'll hang from.

i am nadi; :] at 1:27 PM


Wednesday, May 18, 2005

wed. midweek. its been a bad one so far. and more to come. my hearts so stifled that i dont know how to think or how to breathe anymore. trying to cope with things now. i dont even know why im writing this. i need you so much. but i just...cant.

i am nadi; :] at 1:37 PM


Tuesday, May 17, 2005

i hate the way things are going.

i hate the quiet nights.
i hate the lonely smokes.
i hate the silent train rides.
i hate not being able to call you.
i hate it when youre not around.
i hate it that im gone.

and i hate it even more that youre doing nothing about it.

i am nadi; :] at 3:06 AM


if you need me, i'll still be here.

even though im gone.

i am nadi; :] at 2:37 AM


Thursday, May 12, 2005

a little change will do no harm (cos im too darn lazy to do up a new skin).

no idea why im using this picture. but (haha) the fact that ive got someone staring right at me (while takin a picture) somehow amuses me.

did some shopping. got meself a tee and one of those polkadotted wrap-around belts. no reason. just had to spend that 13 dallars that i had.

i am nadi; :] at 11:42 PM


Wednesday, May 11, 2005

bored stiff.

its been quiet these days.

i like the calmness somehow.

but im missing the noise.

i am nadi; :] at 11:30 PM


bloodsuckingmothertoots are makin me hallucinate all these bites. help.

i am nadi; :] at 11:25 PM


Tuesday, May 10, 2005

You Are 40% Normal

(Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal...

Other things you do are downright strange

You've got a little of your freak going on

But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

haha did this stupid thing... and found the result...haha excrutiatingly hillarious.

i am nadi; :] at 12:01 AM


Monday, May 09, 2005

My Best Feature

I asked my friend this afternoon,
As I gazed into my reflection,
What she thought of what I saw.
She said, "Images are usually misconceptions."

I started to put down my appearance,
Wishing I was thinner or taller.
She looked at me with understanding eyes,
Saying, "Superficial wishes only make you smaller."

I knew she was right,
but who was she to talk,
For she was every guy's dream.
I tried to point this out to her,
She replied, "Appearances aren't always what they seem."

"Tell me five features you admire in yourself," she said,
And I knew my troubles had just begun,
For I could see the hurt in her expression,
When I couldn't even think of one.

I could not think of a single feature I liked,
And I could feel my stomach slowly start to sink.
So I turned to my friend and simply said,"Well what do you think?"
"I think you're looking at it all wrong," she said,
"And I wish I could make it clearer.It's what's inside you that makes you beautiful,
And not what can be seen in the mirror."

She said, "You're the most loving person I know,
And I hate to watch you fall apart.
If you want to know what makes you beautiful to me,
Your best feature is your heart."

i am nadi; :] at 12:59 AM


Sunday, May 08, 2005

heard a story today.

friend with girlfriend likes new friend. new friend not single. went parteh. friend rub rub, touch touch, and.... kiss kiss. new friend kiss back. friend and new friend both attatched. friend feel guilty. friend say its ok to flirt. i tell friend, yes its ok to flirt.

but. how meaningless is flirting?

i am nadi; :] at 11:24 PM


the last time i ate was about... 32 hours ago. im close to collapsing (haha) but im too lazy and tired to, well ur, cook. work was shit. bloody customers slammed us at 9. and they came in big groups. and mr. cramps didnt make it any better. oh oh oh and annoying kids that cant stop screaming "zeeerro zeeero one is spiderman, zeeeroo zeeerooo two is yada yada....". i would have stabbed them if i had a knife sharper than the butter knife that we have.


make me want you so much. but.

....... im getting tired. maybe its a good thing.

i am nadi; :] at 2:19 AM