Saturday, September 10, 2005
its been a long time since ive had sleepless nights of unwanted cries. those times when everything just seems to hit you bad. those times when good things seems bad. bad things seem worse. and the horrible, just go beyond emotional control. it used to be pleasureable pain. mistaken screams of laughter, of joy. its harder to come by now, but when it does, like how it did, its a wider vision of what is interpreted as, emo-ism. its not just feelings anymore. its the mind. controlling over whats already mine, my physical form. im a bluff to myself. to whats around me.but i can handle it.
yes, i can handle it.
i am nadi; :] at 12:48 AM