Tuesday, December 26, 2006
you know how some people enjoy being depressed? well i used to feel good after feeling so depressed because you come to a point where you let all your emotions out, your innerself, your feelings, your truths, your everything. its feels good knowing youre snapping yourself to reality, and at the same time, you hate the agony but love the pain. you miss the whats and whos thats right in front of your face, walk right pass time with coldplay ringing in your head, and come to a dead end. in front of the wall you ponder upon wether or not to break it down, and you realise that bringing it down by yourself will cause too much pain.i miss my best friend. she doesnt know this, but i miss my best friend.
i am nadi; :] at 2:01 AM