Monday, February 28, 2005

the object of my affection has become the distraction of my objection.

get it? nah. hah. i dont too. but who gives. its 5.40 in the morning and im high on tiredness.

gimme my bed.

i am nadi; :] at 5:27 AM


yesterday, i thought i loved you.

today, i have no choice but to force myself to take it back.

im immune to this fluctuation.


i am nadi; :] at 2:54 AM


Sunday, February 27, 2005

again, i apologize.

i am nadi; :] at 1:26 AM


you can search for that feeling, but can never able be too sure your heart won't be broken up inside.
cause inside this realm of love, there really isnt anywhere you can run or hide. and it really doesn't matter how hard you try, cos sometimes, you just can't suppress this feeling.

i think ive fallen.

for you.

i am nadi; :] at 1:01 AM


Saturday, February 26, 2005

i love nougats. the yummilicious, hard-as-rock, milky sweet taste, which will kill my already sore throat in no time (but who gives a hoot abt sore throats when youve got nougats in front of you), which will keep me coughing for the next decade. and yah, ive been a pig these days. submissions ard the corner and ive been sleeping for more than 12 hours a day, when i should only be having.. say 3 hours of whatevers left after a whole day of fyp-ing. the flu's being a pain in the arse. no actually the medications being a bigger pain. one dose, and im knocked out for 12 friggin hours. ok, so i'll be good and stay away from my prescriptions and just bear with *cough cough* the throat.

i am nadi; :] at 1:47 PM


Friday, February 25, 2005


some things aren't special enough to be kept special. but those that are, you'd never wanna even dream of losing. its new friendships being made, old bonds tightened, love rekindled, and especially those small little things that you think dont matter, which actually matters the most. its the poking, the shoving, the spitting, the swearing, the laughing, the hugging, the kissing, the missing, and... the leaving.

i say screw the big birthday presents. screw the expensive dinners. bring on the good times. yea, the good times. good times which are special enough to be kept special.

i am nadi; :] at 10:33 PM


Wednesday, February 23, 2005

caught finding neverland. not the best show, but worth the 6.50 i guess. finally got to spend time with the ol'gang. sorry guys. for not always being there.

i think ive got more apologies to come. that seems to be what im doing most these days. cos i cant seem to make anyone understand me. even when ive understood them when they need me too.

i like.
i like green.
i like pencils. and pens.
and paper that compliments it.
i like pretty girls.
but pretty boys. they do so much more.
i like silver phones. with blue buttons.
lines are found in my wardrobe, my drawers, and me.
tea. make it green or with lemon.
mat brader. poxter. bel. i like.
paranoid cousin.
my pentax. i love.
cereal. everymorning.
postcards. they fill my bag.
shieldtox. always by my side.
i like cars. and being in cars.
i like prints. on white.
collars. favourite.
now. tired.


i am nadi; :] at 12:33 AM


Tuesday, February 22, 2005

i think i think too much. and it doesnt get me anywhere.

ngak bisa. ngak bisa. tsk tsk.

today was... i dont know. different.

i am nadi; :] at 1:03 AM


Monday, February 21, 2005

bodoh macam biskut

i am nadi; :] at 4:13 PM


Sunday, February 20, 2005

my cursor is moving. but... im not anywhere near my mouse. woe. fun-ness.

yesh i can type nadi. and i am now the king of nadi's computer! taking charge of everything... moouse keeeyyboardd... and bleah~ facsinating yah?

woe woe woe. ok this is fun shit. i didnt type that by the way. no seriously, i didnt.

ok yah. so back to being normal. weathers been a killer these days, and well ppl say that mosquitos usually breed when its wet (and it hardly is), im somehow being attacked by these blood-sucking morons who dont give a rats ass abt the amount of pesticide i use on them. just keep sucking, just keep sucking. i mean give me a break man. bugger off.

i heard the spray sound!!!-herwin

ok yah. so im not the only one havin fun with this technology shit. theres two of us now. hah. yea.

i am nadi; :] at 3:38 AM


i received a msg from a good friend saying that ive changed my priorites. in what way, i dont exactly know. but somehow i feel like there is some truth in it.

its not to any of you guys definitely. be it the ol'gang, the kampongs, or my kc loves. so no saying that i MIA and shit yah. i love you guys all the same.

but its most prob gotta do with my priorities in life. i know that there is this change in me. im pretty much different from what i am about 6 months back. (k, i know u feel it.) and i dont know if its good or bad, but... im definitely awaiting the outcome. its gotta do with family, its gotta do with work, its gotta do with religion, and sometimes, even with friends. and i confuse myself at times, and i admit that i do make it hard for myself to make decisions, be it big or small. im unknowingly dependant on the ppl around me. so i usually take one step back and let someone else lead the way.

i know. i need a reality check. someone slap me.

i am nadi; :] at 1:05 AM


Saturday, February 19, 2005

i am nadi; :] at 4:36 PM


was at gotham last night, and woe. it was sleek.
company was fun. the usual six+julian. not too much energy, but enough to last the night. i like. i even took the bus back. :)

meeting the ol'gang later i hope. need to chill with my sayangs. its been too long.

k. i want handmade noodles. now please.

i am nadi; :] at 4:12 PM


Wednesday, February 16, 2005

today, i drank grapefruit juice and stole an orange wedge.
i wore a red shirt with a yellow star.
i had dinner with old friends.
and i saw my hamsem boy.

i like today.

i am nadi; :] at 11:59 PM


Tuesday, February 15, 2005

valentines day for me was...

nice on the outside,

painful on the inside.

nevertheless, i had fun :) minus the cramps.
the company was close to perfect. enjoyed myself pretty much. again, minus the cramps.

i am nadi; :] at 3:21 AM


Monday, February 14, 2005

5.30. breakfast calls.

im not very sleepy and mind u guys, thats a really unusual thought considering that its 5.30 in the morning, and i dint take a nap like i usually would, and ive been sitting in front of this screen for..waaay too long, and pretty soon, i think my muscles might just burst from the lack of movement. managed to get some work done (like finally) and i think i might just as well force myself to sleep soon since i dun have much energy left in my right (or was it left?) brain. im tired. but awake. u get that sometimes dont you?

ok nights.

i am nadi; :] at 5:25 AM


happy valentines.

to those with dates.

i am nadi; :] at 5:01 AM


im bored.

someone please amuse me.

sigh. no mood for work tonight. and plus. my eyes are failing me. *sticks a matchstick between eyelids. ouch. ok no difference.

oh oh oh. i bought a new phone. yey.

i am nadi; :] at 1:52 AM


Sunday, February 13, 2005

mornin me.

thurs crit. yes ive said this before. die. die. die.

i cant stand kaypo aunties. not blood related ones, but just those in general. those that accidentally kick your leg and push your bags on the train and not bothering to apalogize, pick a fight with you cos you happen to complain to your friend about it and she happens to be eavesdropping cos she's sitting right beside you. and thinking that she doesnt understand the laguage youre speaking in, starts swearing that she understands what youre talking about and screams at you for no bloody good reason, threatening to slap you and in the end creating a commotion by herself, and yes only by herself, and finally shuts up when she realises that you dont bother. seriously, they should save themselves the embarassment of being uncivilised. bleah.

i am nadi; :] at 4:50 AM


i hate cups.

i hate cups. i hate cups. i hate cups.


i am nadi; :] at 3:06 AM


Saturday, February 12, 2005

i am nadi; :] at 6:56 PM


woe. ok this is fun. i just figured out how to work abt this picasa thinggy, and hell am i having fun. so dont mind the pictures yar. heh.

i am nadi; :] at 6:03 PM


5 minutes

cash came in today, and within 5 mins, i was left with 1/5 of what i had 5 mins before the 5 mins.
see how fast time flies?

more like see how fast money flies. poof.

with my current shortage of cash, which i doubt will last me even 3 days, looks like i gotta hold back my long awaited shopping spree. okfine. wont be much of a spree, but i wanna get something new for my self dammit. which includes a new phone. heh. maybe i'll beg the mother to sponsor, yes sponsor me, this necessity. this is a necessity right? right.

6 minutes

within 6 mins, i gotta angkat kain baju. before the mother starts screaming that my brother makes a better daughter than i do.

2 mins to finish typing the entry.
2 mins to re-think whether i really should go and do the laundry.
and 2 mins to actually bring myself to do the laundry.

what a mawar.
what a bedah.
what a putih.
what a hitam.

what a kampong. heh.

i am nadi; :] at 5:39 PM


Friday, February 11, 2005

things are starting to look brighter. i think.

you make me feel brand new. (man thats cheezy)
haha ah well, all im saying is that, i feel better now ;)
nuff said.
fyp is progressing. very slowly. ok fine, its not all that great, at all, but its better than what it was 2 days back. but im still in code red though. i have 5 days. and so the countdown starts.

gotta head down to work in awhile.
aaahhh so lazy lah.

i am nadi; :] at 3:13 PM


something i got from a friend's blog.

Woman was made from the rib of man,
She was not created from his head to top him,
Nor form his feet to be stepped upon,
She was made from his side to be close to him,
From beneath his arm to be protected by him,
Near his heart to be loved by him

its that somekindofwonderful feeling you get from it that makes you wanna believe it.


i am nadi; :] at 11:41 AM


Thursday, February 10, 2005

crit next week, and im waaaaay behind schedule.

lindy, were so blardy dead.

other than that, things are fine. for now.

i am nadi; :] at 1:48 PM


Wednesday, February 09, 2005

theres this design thing at the top of the page, somewhere in the middle. i dont know how the hell it got there.

yep. u guessed it right.

i pretty much suck at html.

discomfort raked me today.
but it was all good.

i guess.

im keeping my fingers crossed.

i am nadi; :] at 2:14 AM


right. finally got my arse workin on my blog. still needs some touch up though. but ive decided to keep it simple (not that it never was).

i just realised that blogspot does not have an option where u can delete all you entries in one shot. so there i was, deleting my entries one at a time, till i got lazy and finally gave up. ah hell.

i am nadi; :] at 2:14 AM