Monday, August 30, 2004


in school now, letting time pass while waiting for eng phonetics to start. sel's not in school today, the pigs chups and perks are sleeping, and here i am, typing this entry... all by myself, while they snore away behind me.

had a bad start in the morning. yes, its THAT time of the month. and the cold drinks that ive been gulping down these few weeks are making their call. C R A M P S. and to make it worst, my bowel system aint that friendly either. ouch ouch ouch. having those two accompanying me this morning, i ended up NOT getting my clothes pressed, and takin my ownnn sweeeet timeee getting to school, LATE. ah. beautiful Monday blues.

ah helll.. should've gone for the movie with rishi and nad... hmmm dunno of they still went though..

yey. i'm gonna cut you in half, and sew you some buttons so u still look pretty.

:: let's do the - m o o n w a l k ::

i am nadi; :] at 1:59 PM


Sunday, August 29, 2004

look out your windows. full moon tonight. yey. i was coming home from work and i was crossing the road towards the gaurdhouse when i looked up and saw the moon. then i realised how long it has been since i last took a look at the moon. hah.

i'm home alone and i've got nothing to do. i mean other than george's work, hon's work, school work in short.

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i am nadi; :] at 9:38 PM


Saturday, August 28, 2004

weekend morning

mornin mornin mornin.was up pretty early, dont know why... anyhoo... that cheryl bugger called me back for the road show, but a little too last minute. already made plans for today, and tonight. wat a bugger. told her to let me know earlier, and the earliest she called me was on the mornin itself. bleah. gonna head down to the airport later with the family. yey. then hopefully meet K and perks.

im starting to get addicted to this.

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i am nadi; :] at 9:58 AM


the haunting of santaperks

also for perks...

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i am nadi; :] at 12:03 AM


Friday, August 27, 2004

ok. i realised that after 3 days, my hair has grown longer already. ok not thaaat long, but long enough to not wear a cap. so the washing definitely helped, and of course, K's singing :) thanks kel. other than that, today was aite.. managed to catch lizzie, den headed to school to meet perks and her little friends (who dont seem to be able to settle money issues... i swear these ppl are funneh) who gave me a little pouch to paint on, compliments from the CCN day fair. went to parkway for dinner and specky hunting. not for me, for perks. bummer. now i want a new pair too. ergh.

perks drew me...cos i drew her. but cant post it up yet cos she hasnt sent it to me and she refuses to let me bring it home. there's no hiding how much she loves me now. wahaahhaa. ok ew.

daddy's comin home tonight. yey.

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i am nadi; :] at 11:36 PM


friday. end of the week again. no school today. pete sam cancelled class cos of CCN day. yey. hmmmm was actually thinking of dropping by school to check out the fair. perks and her lil friends are setting up a stall. oh well. it all depends on how lazy, or not lazy i get. maybe i'll drag K along. we're supposed to have dinner after anyway. hope to get seafood. yum. perks been craving for it for the last 48 hours. ok lets see lets see... nad and the gang.. where are u guys maannn!!! gelare tuesday, anyone? ok we'll plan.

i'm hoping to catch lizzie today. means i'm hoping to stay home till 4 today.

*i say ah naddi, naddi ho, i say ah naddi, naddi ho...*

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i am nadi; :] at 11:23 AM



for perks... with love. (whatuve always wanted to be)

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i am nadi; :] at 12:02 AM


Thursday, August 26, 2004

Flat Blue Rabbit Association

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i am nadi; :] at 11:57 PM


got a few minutes to burn before i leave for class. my phones still not working. im chatting with perks on msn. im bored. i cant wait for class to be over. even though im still at home. ok. time for class.

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i am nadi; :] at 11:24 AM


Wednesday, August 25, 2004



i miss my hair
my phone's a crap
i miss my hair
i miss k
still missing my hair
i miss perks :(
i miss the gang
i miss kl
i want lekor
i want lekor
my mum's makin noise cos i wanna watch tv but the kids are studying
not fair
not my fault they have exams
i like movie trailers
hillary duff's new movie coming out
adam lamberg rocks
im hungry *growl*
ok i shall go raid the kitchen.

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i am nadi; :] at 11:01 PM


Tuesday, August 24, 2004


went down to toni n guy for a haircut after peg's class. looks like this time it aint my luck. got stuck with a student who thinks he knows everything, and ended up cutting my hair wrongly. what a bummer. now im sad and depressed over my hair loss (thank god hair grows..) and i dont feel like doing anything and i hate evryone and i dun wanna live anymoreeeeeee!!!! waaaah!!! nah. hahah. thank god he got me man. imagine if its some other non-patient idiot who wouldve killed him if he had pulled a strand of her hair. my gosh. but he sucks anyway. know-it-all. if u guys see me wearing a cap, or anything else that covers my head for that matter, you know why. haha perfect timing to wear tudung now. naaah... dun wanna do it for the wrong reasons do i?

but my hair is so darn short. cant wait for it to grow grow grow.

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i am nadi; :] at 8:13 PM


Monday, August 23, 2004

10 pm. friends.

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i am nadi; :] at 10:02 PM



my toaster for peg's class. i like.

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i am nadi; :] at 9:57 PM


thanks goodness its monday!

'twas wierd today. it really was. hmmm...

anyhoooo.... thats that. todays monday. first day of the week. first day of irritating projects. and first day i meet the K. (for this week that is) and.... today... emails and emails kept coming in about expeditions. just a few weeks back i made a pack with k, no more eating out, no more cabs, no more spending on rubbish, no more movies, and most imporatantly, no more retail therapy. guess wat. we broke it. uh huh. well kinda. i mean.... we havent seen a movie yet. but the rest. yep. bingo. so much for savings. if there's one thing we can be happy abt is that the dates of the expeditions all clashes with either school, or school. and seriously, its the last thing we can be happy abt. cos WE REALLY WANNA GO! and now the dearest cousin has decided to come too, and the dates clashes even more. yet again. cambodia, sabah, medan, sarawak, china, johor, kl, wherever! gimmee go gimmee go.

perks and i have decided that, ok. not really decided yet. but weve'd talked abt it. if me and k, really really in the end, end up not going for ANY expedition this year, we shall either head down to melbourne to visit sleng, or penang. (cos sel's been bugging me for years. yes years.) actually bali sounds pretty good too. that all depends on obviously, the funds. so sel if youre reading this, uh huh... u read it right! penang here we come! then again. it all depends.

i wanna catch stepford's wives. i think that how u spell it. hm.

but.... lets get our priorities right now... ok i just said no more movies. but, if its five bucks, its a cheaper bargain right? means its WORTH IT right? means i wont feel guilty going right? even if it means ditching hon's work. i mean i DO need a break. and plus. i havent seen the ol'gang for quite sometime. so if they are catching the show, i should go right? right? right? right? ok i need help with this one. someone help me.

ok. im tired of typing. its a long enough entry already. a bit too long i should say.

but 'twas wierd today. and its wierd to be wierd. hm.

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i am nadi; :] at 9:01 PM


Sunday, August 22, 2004

my hopes and fears.

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i am nadi; :] at 11:54 PM



just got back from visiting the cousin's new born. ergh. he's the most adorable thing after zikry and my rabbit. work was horrible. it really wore me out today. i really am getting old-er... the saturday went reasonably well though. did some retail therapy with the K. only thing that let me down terribly was...handmade noodles. they totally closed down the stall and replaced it with a nasi lemak stall. i mean like seriously, u can get nasi lemak anywhere.

u hurt me. u hurt me deep deep.

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i am nadi; :] at 11:26 PM


Saturday, August 21, 2004

end of the road, no?

it has been a long week.

enough for this week. next week it starts again. so it really is..not the end of the road. bummer.
got a msg from dee. havent heard from her for ages...


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i am nadi; :] at 12:05 AM


Friday, August 20, 2004

supposed to have a meeting at ten, and now its 11.05... none of my grp mates are here, not that i blame them.... got into quite a tiff last night. its tiring to fight. right sel? in the meantime.... lets do some subject selecting.

ok done. this is my fifth time having to do this subject selection crap in 3 years. im hoping this'll be my last. im hoping to graduate. worst part of subject selection this time round is that i have to take, no no no... i am FORCED to take either crappy yr one subjects, or subjects from other courses. in other words, i have to be dragged in to the world of design electives. and its not just one subject, its THREE. 3 bloody annoying, crappy, waste-of-my-time subjects. i really hope the bloody school wld be nice and give us priority....haha since were supposed to be graduating and all.... i mean for how long more do hey wanna see our faces!!! dont they get sick of us! let us graduate! period. as much as i hate tp, i hate the working life more. so yes, i can wait to get into the working life.

i realised that i have been rambling on and on about school since the last few entries. omg, im such a nerd. ergh. ok ok ... nedd to get a life. and soon i hope!

now repeat after me...I AM CONTENTED WITH MY LIFE.

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i am nadi; :] at 11:08 AM


Thursday, August 19, 2004

i miss k.
i miss ahmad.
i miss the lights.
i miss the laughs.
i miss dinner.
i miss handmade noodles. i want handmade noodles.
i miss starbucks.
i miss goreng pisang.
i miss kc.
i miss ncc (hahah! dun ask....)
i miss friday nights.

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i am nadi; :] at 10:36 PM


Andover Spires

You stand, old school, bright upon a hill,
Distinguished by the two centurie' long reach,
But what of fools now hired there to teach,
Indifferent to the student that they kill
By snobbery, sloth, political intrigue,
Drones who rarely read, are voted pay
Not by merit or degrees but length of stay,
Conspirators to only those in league?
Spires are declaration of intent,
No more signs of education than
The police effected to support a tent
Can guarantee who'll gather there by plan
No need, Sam Phillips, however to repent.
A blackness even Eden overran.

~ Alexander Theroux

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i am nadi; :] at 7:24 PM


Wednesday, August 18, 2004

hon's a crap. made most of us 'correct' our work for corp id. in other words, the oh-so-famous, REDO. 90% of our population put in a whole lot of effort in our work, even though its heck last min, and sometimes it just really isnt your best work. ah well.... i'd rather REDO it and make it better.

this dude came down from japan (actually he's been studying there for a year or two already...some ex student) and talked to us bout design life in japan. gosh. so expensive. dowan ah.

ok. time for a short break from work.


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i am nadi; :] at 7:03 PM


submission week

im shagged out of my wits. the whole week worth of submissions had left me no time to bloody rest. i miss everyone, i miss not doing work. i miss mc d's breakfast...

printing calls! havent gone down to peace ctr fer quite some time now. went down and got some stuff printed just now, was in a mad rush, so got them done wrongly (i disappoint myself...), and now ive got another night to burn, before heading down to peace ctr again.

workin on corp id at the moment. i swear its neva gonna end.

perks, sorry had to not layan you on msn. BUSY BUSY BUSY.

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i am nadi; :] at 12:04 AM


Monday, August 16, 2004

to missy anonymus

i dun understand people these days. they come come come to your blog, bitch bitch bitch, dun leave a name, continue bitching, and continue not giving a name. seriously, wats ur problem dude? if youve got things that you dun like abt the person, go tell her straight in her face instead of makin other pple wonder WAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH YOU.

jeannie if youre reading this, sorry this buggers bugging you.

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i am nadi; :] at 7:16 PM


a new edition to my list of must-haves : Angus Oblong (yes sel, we both want.)

wats on my list anyway?

1. Havainas sandals
2. Keane
3. The Hobbit Journal
4. Creepy Susie (Angus Oblong)
5. Prozac Nation (Elizabeth Wurtzel)
6. Drawstrings
6. ?
7. Sleep

omg. such a short list.

i'm up and awake considering that mr nose isnt feeling too good right now. he's stuffed with thinggies that refuses to give way to my air passage. ergh. breathe, me. breathe.

inhales, exhales.

nope. still stuffed. oh by the way, mistah/missy anonymus who tagged my tag board about jeannie, WHO ARE YOU? what are you trying to get at anyway?

ah crap. george's work calls. laters~

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i am nadi; :] at 1:17 AM


Sunday, August 15, 2004


had a reaaal long day today. im dead tired, but still've got work to do. brand building submission's dued tom morn at 9! *screams* the fireworks were great. might actually consider takin up a job as a fireworks display artisit. if there's actually such a thing. the lights were great, the 'bom bom bom' was terrific and the atmosphere was perfected with kelly, ahtu and nurul (who only remembered she had a camera at the end of the display!!!). i dun actually know nurul that well, but it was nice.

yey! finally got my Jet cd! no thanks to perks.

thanks kel. thanks ah tu. thank mel mel. *happy happy*

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i am nadi; :] at 11:03 PM


Friday, August 13, 2004

emmm.... tomorrow is a day of meetings and more meetings...
today was bad. stayed at home the whole day and covered pretty much.....nothing. im so dead lethargic and nothings coming through my head. and mind you, im in a critical condition for deadlines. just finished my 'chippies' and will send them off by tom morn, i hope. if not, it'll be a big fat F for 'chippies galore'.
workin on my ad campaign budget now. getting some help from rej for my tvc ads. man, producing a tvc ad costs a whole lot of tingklings.ahhh...*yawn* hitting the covers in awhile.

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i am nadi; :] at 12:14 AM


Thursday, August 12, 2004

slumber parteee!

perks is over at my loyang home. she's got work to do and has come to the senior for help.

smart move junior :)

weelll.... she's asleep now, and i'm...not. perks wakey wakey!

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i am nadi; :] at 4:13 AM


girl, you deserve better.


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i am nadi; :] at 12:32 AM


Wednesday, August 11, 2004

almost two thirty

eyes wide... shut. cant hold it much longer.
i hear hon's whispers thru my ears.

no... stop.
go away.
leave me to sleep.
and drain in your knowledge.

ah crap. im blogging crap.

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i am nadi; :] at 2:18 AM


Tuesday, August 10, 2004

My tea's gone cold,
I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all.
The morning rain clouds up my window,
And I can't see at all.
And even if I could it'd all be grey.
Put your picture on my wall.
It reminds me that it's not so bad.
It's not so bad.
I drank too much last night, got bills to pay.
My head just feels in pain.
I missed the bus and there'll be hell today.
I'm late for work again.
And even if I'm there, they'll all imply That I might not last the day,
And then you call me and it's not so bad
It's not so bad.

it really isn't so bad... *hugz*

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i am nadi; :] at 9:34 PM



life is like a box of chocolates, you never know watchya gonna get... really really.

love can be so unpredictable.

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i am nadi; :] at 8:20 PM


Monday, August 09, 2004

happy birthday singapore!

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i am nadi; :] at 10:11 AM


Sunday, August 08, 2004


my MEN.

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i am nadi; :] at 11:33 PM



i'm malnourished and about to faint.

even so, perks still ditchd me for a walk to remember.

hey, only i'm allowed to do that.

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i am nadi; :] at 11:29 PM


Saturday, August 07, 2004

html again

after 2 weeks, i still pretty darn suck at html.
think i drove kel up the wall for awhile there. heh.

sorry laaah... wat are Ks for?

im still trying to upload some of my works online, but it seems to be taking forever. and my images are already set to low res. any lower you wont even be able to see it. looks like i gotta do it day by day. too much uploading can kill. bleah.

oh yah, brie's in town :)

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i am nadi; :] at 7:04 PM


thought for the night

ew. ew. ew. ew. ew. ew. gross. disturbing. ew.

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i am nadi; :] at 1:41 AM


Friday, August 06, 2004


finally caught The Notebook. Aahh... it was sad and all... kel cried, as usual.

i feel sad for perks. perks i is sad cos u is saaad! hon sucks. period :/

ive got a new 2 months resolution.
no more shopping.
no eating out... at places that extort my money.
no movies.
no outgoing calls. ok no. reduce outgoing calls. (might even chage my phoneline for awhile).
no cabs.

all these till the end of sept, after which i hope to have saved enough money for the cambodia trip.

he very cute.

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i am nadi; :] at 11:55 PM



i met him today. it was nice. that few mins we got :) still hasnt changed though... dont know if that's good or bad. but i like him the way he is.

ngee ann is sooo much bigger than stupid tp. tp's so...restricted. finally met ahtu and carmel. and carmel had to ditch me for derrick's place!

carmel.... i is saaaad....

at the cousin's place now, waiting for kel to finish tution. gonna catch The Notebook in awhile. hopefully with perks too. so just wasting time in the meantime.

i dun believe perks is still going down to bukit merah for hon ah. dude, don't say i didn't warn you k! i swear, hon's getting psycho.

the little ones had sports day today. ahmad won his first trophy! way ta go bro :)

wat else...wat else...

wonder how chups is doing at work. thank god they don't need me today. today is rest day.

iv'e gotta really start saving up if i wanna make it to the cambodia expedition.

nad finally got her tagboard. wheee...

take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing for you cause all that's left has gone away and there's nothing there for you to prove...

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i am nadi; :] at 4:59 PM


at this moment

at this moment...

miss mc d's breakfast.
miss handmade noodles.
just woke up. (and have yet to hit the showers. eurgh)
lookin at my rabbit.. just laying there.
having a tummy ache.

ok gimme a min. nature calls.

ok back...

miss kel.
but meeting kel later. (yey!)
listening to jet. I LIKE.
rubbing my eyes.
miss printing stuff. (uh huh! i do!)
peace ctr.
bras basah.
hate to work. where ever it is.
alone at home.
feel like talking.
but lazy.
am contented with my life.
havent read in ages.
need to attend classes.
still missing sel. (thanks for the letter)
hate george.
hon's a bugger.
peg's cool. (she likes my work. yey!)
pete sam's corny full stop
miss ahmad.
miss shiqin.
i like milk.
and cereal.
majulah singapura.
i wanna post pics.
what to wear.
what to wear.
tired of typing.

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i am nadi; :] at 10:28 AM


had a tiring day yesterday... was standing for 12 whole hours!... with aunties and uncles. ehh...but it wasn't too bad. at least they were friendly. lots of food samples to go round!!! ummm....yum.

lucky ive got a day off from standing around. poor chups. her turn today. ive got work to catch up on.

cambodia this october? yep. i need to do more good in life.

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i am nadi; :] at 10:00 AM


Wednesday, August 04, 2004

i am contented with my life now.

i have to say this more often.

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i am nadi; :] at 11:02 PM


you try to want to be there, but the actual fact is, you really are far away... people ard me are getting wierder everyday...
ahh. hell.

anyhoo... my schedule is gonna be packed tight till after national day. aaahhhhh!!! ive got a part-time job that starts early early in the mornin at like...9.30 (who's actually up and awake at that time??) and ends...late late late at 9.30 too...
i'm unhappy with the timing cos...i won't be meeting K and I MISS k........... k k k k k!

...i miss sel too. boo.

but the moneys good. and. right now, i need it. the bills are piling.

havent seen the ol'gang in school fer awhile now. ever since the chalet actually. haha i miss crapping with them. its great that we're all ok ok ok and ok now. ahhh. nad still has my senduk.

i pity perks. the man she loves has abandoned her for a bunny rabbit.

...the bitter sweetness of love. its about time i found one of my own.

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i am nadi; :] at 9:19 PM


radio song

Do you all know
Of the emperor's clothes
Walking down an empty road
We see what you can't see
That's not how I wanna be
Anyhow, everytime,
The same dream

This won't be played on your radio tonight.

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i am nadi; :] at 10:45 AM


False Modesty

My thinly veiled ardour
Wished to be ripped
Of its false modesty
Mocked by garish colours
Lipstick, rouge and eyeshadow
Jostled for attention on the cling-wrapped body
Mixed symbols of tradition and modernity
Born of a desire to assert an identity
A return to pure ideals
A chance to wear the badge of struggle
To cure the ills of society
The veil is hailed as a symbol of feminity
Strength in the cloaked numbers
Returning chastity back to bold glances
Alas, my veil is fading
I am too
O symbol of unity
I’ve hung upon the nail
Revealed is my modest hair, greying
Happy at last to breathe air
To don the badge of honour
My womanhood secure
In retirement
I am unveiled
Revealing words, deeds and actions
Substance which speaks louder than clothes...

...God please help me, for I am falling.

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i am nadi; :] at 9:29 AM


a new baby nephew just came into my wrold.

sweetness :)

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i am nadi; :] at 12:12 AM


Tuesday, August 03, 2004

term break

iv'e only got class once this week. so its as though im up ahead for break a week earlier than everyone else. time to get the work done.

can't wait for National Day.

ah yes, i'm a patriotic bugger.

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i am nadi; :] at 5:14 PM


Monday, August 02, 2004

the fight for justice

today, i learnt that the world is unjust. the mornin rain gave all reason to stay at home, so i skipped school.

option 1. since handmade noodles were starting to really get to me (i even heard them whispering in my ears!) , i decided i HAD to go down to parkway to get some. i was desperately makin perks go down with me, but she insisted that she had too much 'work' to do so it'll be a sin for her to leave it and accompany me to parkway... but... i managed to get su to come down though.

thanks su. you have no idea how much i appreciated it *wink*

so there we were in parkway. first stop. handmade noodles. (the closer i got, the louder the whispers were) just as we were getting a seat at banquet, i was makin my way towards the handmade noodles stall (excited and all), when i realised..... it was CLOSED. omg. how my heart plunged.

there is no justice in this world. how can they close a hanmade noodles stall on a rainy day?

option 2 was to get the best prawn vadai in town, which was at siglap. thank god the world still thinks about me. at least i got one of my two options. ah hell.

it's funny how things are so different yet you act so normal...

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i am nadi; :] at 9:05 PM



the rain makes it impossible to get up. let alone leave the house...
haha that gives me reason to skip my morning class and make myself useful by satying at home....sleeping :)

how can u resist it???

i need a bf. to get married with.
either that or.

handmade noodles. i think i'm addicted to it.

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i am nadi; :] at 11:49 AM


Sunday, August 01, 2004

my blue rabbit

it's good to be back after a loooooong...buuuusy.....weekend. the cousin got engaged and it was wonderful. got me excited for my turn. whee.... now back to work.

i found a new love. Tim Biskup.
he's a genius who does wonders with those fingers.

check him out >>>

my tag board's an idiot. i cant load it. so i've enabled my comments. i think.

aaah... missed ya blue rabbit.

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i am nadi; :] at 11:59 PM